Sorry guys.

Anyway. I'm very excited. And glued to the television. A bit of back story for you: I've literally had nightmares during the rest of the year where I wake up in my dream and it's Christmas Eve, and I'm crying because I've missed the Christmas specials on TV. So, as you can imagine, my excitement has reached near-fangirl levels with all of my favorite shows from my childhood airing on TV.

...fuck. Lost my train of thought.

Xene-Xene has a cold.
Mass upload soon, have made lots of vials, some ami and tea trays, how exciting. Just haven't had any motivation to take pictures and edit them all. I'm sure you can relate. Am finally caught up with the Japanese manga for Bleach.
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...Ulquiorra. ;_;

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: Editing this.
1 HOUR AGO: Cooking and doing laundry.
1 DAY AGO: Working out.
1 YEAR AGO: Don't recall.

I LOVE: Him.
I HATE: Fear.
I FEAR: Myself.
I FEEL: Sleepy.
I HIDE: Baby items.
I MISS: Living with my brother.
I NEED: A nap.
I KNOW: That I can do better.
I THINK: Therefore I am.

First piercing: Ears.
First credit card: -

Last big car ride: Otakon
Last movie seen in theaters: Star Trek.
Last food consumed: Ice cream sandwich.
Last person you texted/called: Mom.
Last CD played: As I Lay Dying
Last drink you had: Water

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: Emotional.
I HAVE: Issues.
I LIKE: Anime.
I WISH: I had a degree.
I DANCE: When no one is around.
I CRY: Rarely.

FAVORITES

NUMBER: 3
COLOR: Blue
DAY(S): Monday
MONTH(S): October
SEASON: Autumn
DRINK: Iced coffee or smoothies.

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: No
HELPED SOMEONE?: Yes
GOTTEN SICK?: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: No
SAID 'I love you'?: Yes
TALKED TO AN EX?: No
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: Yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Yes

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: Roger
2. Female Friend: Veta
3. Best Age: 23
4. Best Memory: Childhood Christmases

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Morning
2. Day Of The Week: Wednesday
3. Food: Pickles
4. Memory: The last day of fourth grade.

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: Mom
2. Talk on the phone: Dad
3. Person you kissed: Ethan
5: Instant Msg: Roger

_______ First ________

1. Serious b/f or g/f: Matt
2. Job: -

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: Laundry
2. Tonight: Going to a wake.
3. Wearing: Pj's right now, black attire later.
4. What did you eat for lunch: An ice cream sandwich.

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: Tuesday
2. Got any plans: Yep
3. Goal: Watch my diet.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Funeral
5. Likes about tomorrow: Boyfriend doesn't have to work.

Just fscking, fsck.

I had to drop this semester because of financial issues.
I was so excited.
I had my heart set on it.
Even went to the first few days of class.
My profs were all so awesome.

I was going to go to Japan in March. For Spring Break.
That's canceled.

Two days of class, and I realized.
I'm not an artist.
I was just snap shooting.
With a digital camera.
I didn't know anything about the stuff in the darkroom.
I couldn't develop my own prints, or negatives.
I have no knowledge of art or art history.

All this time I've been fucking around.
It's time to get serious.

Xene.

PS - Caught FouMei's cold. Thanks babe. xD

Made reservations at a hotel in Japan! SQUEE.

School starts Sept. 8th. Already ordered my books, super excited. x3

Got to see Tyler yesterday.

Went to a lame family get together Saturday.

FouMei got a job at Borders, which is yaay for me because now I'll get books for Christmas since he gets a discount. /selfish. xD

Worried about my friend who's on their own now. Not in a bad way, just protective.

Still loving and missing Abigail. <3